MY VALENTINE

tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
tentang rindu yang menggebu
tentang cinta yang tak terungkap

sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
memenuhi mimpi-mimpimu malam kita

duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
sesaat di keabadian

jika sang waktu kita hentikan
dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
meleburkan semua batas
antara kau dan aku...kita

My Valentine,

Before I knew you, I had always loved you,
Even as I dreamed of whom I'd love.
My inner picture was a portrait of you
Years before your heart my heart would move.
Vistas of enchantment are but rarely
As we find them in reality.
Love with you is what I dreamed, but really,
Eden as no dream could ever be.
Nor is this the magic of the moment,
The proper costume for the holiday.
In words like these one finds the winnowed ferment,
Not of the desire, but of the way,
Else lost amid the longings of the day.

Believe me, I still in love with that man, who at first reluctantly shook his hand with me. The man who who fought to win my heart eventho he knew that his roommate had the same feeling towards me. The one who always looked at me from far, but afraid to ask me, did I feel the same way as he did?? I still love him eventho he's no longer wearing size 34 jeans, no longer in his 'Indie Brits' hair, no longer in 'The Lemonheads' T-shirt. He is now has grown into fully big man, keeps shorter, neater haircut but he is still preserving his sweetest smile, his passions for music and most of all for me, our daughter and my cookings.

I always love you Dak-Dak .... forever I will.

SO RETARDEDLY IN LOVE,...